Adderall Diaries

by PREFI

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1.
On a quest for a healthy mind They say I got it all together but reality keeps fuckin me up No signs of a better tomorrow, and as you know our time is borrowed I can’t stop seeing an end in everything that I touch there aint much when it comes to the bright side I feel a sudden rush when the sun sets cover it up because I seem to come alive at night time The wolf of the rockbottomanonymous dead beats Lurking through the streets on a hunt for some fresh meat I don’t care how long it takes Ima gather up enough to fill the plate Everybody eats on my real estate Feastin on the fake whatever's left gets thrown in the lake Bones sink to the bottom how's that for a burial? Survival of the fittest so I'm staying in shape I can't risk putting faith in a parable, uh Lord forgive me If you're really out there Gimme a sign Gimme a sign Feel like I seen it all bloody bruised n beaten Born pure but that was before now I'm a demon Goals been the same it's still solace I'm seeking but they abolish my desires when they make you work weekends Weakened not defeated depending on how u see it it's all about the approach that you take to gain achievements Hard for me to believe in a god with all this evil I can spot a cocksucker from a mile away I can tell by the face, it's kinda hard to disguise like when Manolo told Tony that it's all in the eyes The "windows to the soul" that's a hell of a sign Looking at me wrong you'll end up in a pine box No I ain't a gangsta but I'll kill like one Threaten me and then I start to sound like one too Nowadays everybody do Jiu Jitsu, suspenseful I guess I gotta carry a gun too Lord forgive me If you're really out there Gimme a sign Gimme a sign
2.
I cracked the ground the last time bars were sounded out my mouth they asked me how... The truth is hard and when I lay it down you scarred like deep roots to a time forgotten... Synthetic dope like an oxycontin meaning I can dish bulk and overdose is common... I'm over most when it comes to rhyming throw salt cuz u sick of heating up the ramen Pref is rotten how he talk shit and vomit hock spit at a fuckin comet buddy I can move the crowd plus the ground they on shit like I gotta hand in implementing plate tectonics Blaze the chronic 4 slash 20 the logic hydroplane on hydroponics... Used to drink a double shot of gin wit tonic for the head spin swimmin in toxic stop it stop it stop it- Waking up witta concocted obnoxious mosh pit for a conscience Pile on nonsense as if it were profit Staying in ya lane'll give u minimal options Stop it stop it stop it Same ways that u been used to Reppin gang gang ayyday till they shoot you Listen up close because this lesson is crucial To be the best they gotta take ya life to include you Better be about it That energy you giving off buddy better never leave without it enemies surrounding like some killer bees so it's kill or be killed start to weez when I let the beat build Got em grinding teeth seizing like too many E pills hope they bite they tongue clean the fuck off make em bleed till they dried up Lyrically I'm Stallone, up in the freezer beating carcasses tied up I cracked the ground the last time bars were sounded out my mouth they asked me how... The truth is hard and when I lay it down you scarred like deep roots to a time forgotten... Synthetic dope like an oxycontin meaning I can dish bulk and overdose is common... I'm over most when it comes to rhyming throw salt cuz u sick of heating up the ramen
3.
We are not afraid of a little damn pain We been well trained through the consequences paid I bet you thought that we were finished we've adjusted to the changes that you've made on the roads that you paved running aimless Slaves Forced to play a part in your survival based games Turning one another on each other for the fame but you'll never be exempt from the punishment We all have to stomach it Bottle it, bottle it up Say what you want but I don't care simple enough I'm sick and tired of explaining what's been fuckin me up Same piss same shit same difference With nowhere to dispose all the contaminants Eradicate the sickness Make em witness The resilience powered by the millions featured on your hitlist... Rip the stitches out Let the blood run wipe it wit da white T Røckbøttøm one shot got em I be the reaper creepin on em make em fall like autumn Anonymous, under this cloak the hooded guardian Under this cloak a laser beam, i red dot em Sippin a mixture of elixirs quotin scripture scopin the bigger picture hoping that you could see through the smoke and mirrors know they fear us influence a vision challenging superstitions furthering trust in intuition paving a way in an effort to breaking the limitations save yo life u gon need patience... Recognize me by my cadence testify by my enraging thoughts engraved into the obelisk inside The mind of a prodigy's greatest design Spitting the prophecy making em nauseous switichin the flow up all the time Under my nose I blow that line Røckbøttøm one shot got em I be the reaper creepin on em make em fall like autumn Anonymous, under this cloak the hooded guardian Under this cloak a laser beam, i red dot em The don dada, the one shotta, say fuck coppas Unload banana clips out the choppa avante garde opera, the witch doctor, the phantom in the royce phantom as the number one chief rocka! Røckbøttøm one shot got em I be the reaper creepin on em make em fall like autumn Anonymous, under this cloak the hooded guardian Under this cloak a laser beam, i red dot em Dont stoppaaa, stay trippyyyyy The hood hippy nerd, witty with the words, shiftyyyy im good, giddy, damn skippy then my moods shitty The real city attitude, gritty roots raised me Its Yung Prefi and TonyVee complimenting my messages underdogs above all Get shoved, fall, get up punk Either stand tall or get slump Thrown in a dump truck, you trash, washed up
4.
Same Shit 04:51
Y'all misuse political views Do u really benefit when u decide "which crook u choose?" All under one roof, we argue and fight, over these dumb rules Placing the blame on one another just to say they lose This competition is worthless I'm voting for purges where violence emerges Erase the human life with no purpose the purple I purchase Smoke it till my levels are perfect-- Then thank the almighty from my personal surface Prophet spit the wisdom that television don't give em My adversaries, Rationalize why I hit em I vandalize Listen to Nas it was written And cut the ties 'Tween the lies and my existence better recognize this guys vision the Gemini I'm living off pride confident prized intuition Sanctify my mind from the prison that jeopardize The clear thought process of breaking down definitions These words my ammunition encouraging y'all to listen 'fore the bullet of pure knowledge tarnishes with precision Ya brain tissue the main issue Cells deleted cuz this rapper can do more than just diss u better believe it I'm the missing piece to the puzzle the sought out component make u feel like ur death is needed you'll deny every moment thinking how can this nerd get inside the head of a G And just like that ya tombstone is made eternal u sleep Everybody watch out Pref pulling glocks out Put the freeze to any rapper that got a hot mouth Shock actors interviewed Governmental rituals Get to pick and choose what kinda miscues will make the news God bless America Constant hysteria Type of shit to get under ya skin like Malaria Can't get scarier? Watch it get horrifying Drop to their knees as if they seen, A young martyr dying It gets deep- Deeper than just sheep and- sacrificial lambs with plans to see the weekend Take a peep beneath the surface lower than the Earth is passed the sea urchins turf is something most will deem worthless only some will find purpose It ain't a place for worship One can find both God's blessings... and Satan's curses Display my verses on a rusty silver plate surface The type of shit to make a mothafucka stay nervous These words my ammunition encouraging y'all to listen 'fore the bullet of pure knowledge tarnishes with precision Ya brain tissue the main issue Cells deleted cuz this rapper can do more than just diss u better believe it I'm the missing piece to the puzzle the sought out component make u feel like ur death is needed you'll deny every moment thinking how can this nerd get inside the head of a G And just like that ya tombstone is made eternal u sleep *Beat switch* Clear the scene as I flow like a stream Water log ya cabinet, drown u in my dreams Hate is a strong word, muscled over love Loud mouth bastards get the muzzle from the glove The glove get the blood as it soak thru the seams The blunt get stuffed wit some bud that screams The bud gets steamed each pull force the cherry Down a little lower feel a little more heavy Like the smooth bassline jazzy rough n rugged Food for thought wisdom hungry scholars couldn't stomach Slow down, overload- throwin up from it. Now I take shits the size of nationwide floodage Still writing raps in my notes at 25 Union school labor worker tryna stay alive Honest man living cuz the rockstar life Promised me the scary truth to never see the light But now I work the night shift kinda ironic Sleeping thru the day with the help of narcotics Really just the chronic Legalize legalize 20/20 bloodshot vision with the eagle eyes Ruffle my feathers in the heat of any temperature Weather you a storm that see ya reign shrink miniature Crack u in ya dentures teeth a rational expenditure Saying it was more than just pref but that's conjecture Tossed out the top of the castle no hassle Asshole rascal mouthful of tobasco Gringo wit the lingo bringin presence with a shadow Making brothas SWEAT like molly capsules in El Paso
5.
I'm in a critical state little can save me Visible shakes the pressure builds till the weight deflates me Breakin me down until I'm nothing but a memory wither away with the rest of my enemies Testify they chant as pref prophecizes what's next for survivor lives it never gets any better in time we all die looking over the destruction, tired eyes grow lifeless I'm left to my own devices Will I persevere in this time of crisis Recognize our ev-ery breath forever priceless Never get it back never get it back ugh The signs I see are frightening I ask the God's if these messages are pressed for timing Like maybe this battle cry isn't worth reciting maybe I'd be better off getting struck by lightning I gotta get a grip I can't stop climbing The voices in my head are drowning out the sirens The good live onnn but I feel like you lyin cuz all I ever really heard is that the good die young I'm still fighting The world went on without us They said it was cold I never thought that you could be so callous Get rid of me, throw me out the goddamn palace All because I didn't take a sip out the chalice
6.
U can shine like the sun but u gotta rise And I ain't looking like a punk through my mamas eyes U can jump for the gun like it's Columbine Or you can do things right, take your time Even then not everybody gonna see the light I'll be there in the morning go on enjoy the night I know the darkness could leave a soul terrified To let you in on a little secret I'm dead inside Pay me no mind I'm just stuck in a rut that's all See it's becoming quite common to me I fall Down a slippery slope I can't cope cuz I'm- Sick of sittin across all of my flaws And yes these walls could talk they never stop constantly reminding me I don't deserve what I got like I'ma waste of a spot I slowly wither away and I rot I'll prolly end up either dead or in jail FUCK U can shine like the sun but u gotta rise And I ain't looking like a punk through my mamas eyes U can jump for the gun like it's Columbine Or you can do things right, take your time Even then not everybody gonna see the light I'll be there in the morning go on enjoy the night I know the darkness could leave a soul terrified To let you in on a little secret I'm dead inside Gotta vendetta to settle with my-self My own worst enemy shares the same vessel as I the Gemini in a personal hell cuz I been losing a race, against myself Question my mental health but the medicine helps Til the script run out and the doc ain't around to refill my shit now the walls get loud again Prolly gonna end up either dead or in jail, fuck
7.
Lost Souls 02:18
Yung Pref obsessed when the flesh rip gotta sharp mind throat slit everytime I spit get a bit devilish sins are committed still heaven sent God I repent still malevolent dealing out L's Lighting up L's who else excel where the darkness swells up a conscience Pontius Pilate crucify Rian atop of the hyenas and the lions Yung Pref under pressure yeah I guess that's what you get living at the fuckin bottom by the lava dripping sweat Got a torch and a smorgasbord of swords witta horde fulla Lords standing at the devil's porch never bored Demon breathing down my neck always keeping me in check everyday I stay alive fantasizing bout my death Hear the cries of the lost souls floatin over heads and their presence brings peace to the set take heed we a threat like a terrorist Noblemen formulate the Genesis of terminating every known nemesis Renegades spit a certain serenade medicate meditate regenerate, effortless Permeate intelligence to further spread awareness of the evidence for all the strong minds that I represent, represent(x2) Blockin other energies or any tryna intervene, fuck the flow up interrupt the stream, penetrate the frequency complicating things to say it simp-ly synergy flowing like the legs of a centipede Flowing like the legs of a centipede Yung Pref obsessed when the flesh rip gotta sharp mind throat slit everytime I spit get a bit devilish sins are committed still heaven sent God I repent still malevolent dealing out L's Lighting up L's who else excel where the darkness swells up a conscience Pontius Pilate crucify Rian atop of the hyenas and the lions Crucify Rian crucify Rian Stitches in my psyche thunder bolts inside my brain Punish all negative entities hesitant movement has only resulted to pain Leave a stain on my arrangements oh there goes Yung Pref again Mentally damaged a mission to manage the constantly vanishing medicine
8.
Pull up in a hearse I'm fuckin lit, sipping a Molotov, wig split from the crown of barbed wire digging into my skin King of sin, flicking a bic to light the spliff Smokin that shit to stop my head from spinning off my fuckin neck Resurrected from the curse, I got blood all on my shirt Looking just like the fuckin anti Christ a menace since my birth Dick in the dirt like fuck the Earth Making it worse until it's turned Inside out now let it burn until it's dried up like a drought Not one drip coming out the spout Pop one clip in the cloud for clout What rains down are those same bullets that's all u get don't open yo mouth unless you want the back of yo skull blown out I suggest you go underground Rockbottom muhhfucka Rockbottom muhhfucka Spreading the word of unheavenly consequence this ain't a warning it's obvious Open your eyes I'm reminding the mindless incompetent Pref and the rest of the bottom is scholar survivalists you an imposter bitch witness the fire we summoning bust like a hollow tip crashing your habitat come to acknowledge it when it's too late to restore even portions of natural resources we scorching the planet entirely brought by the Orphans we came outta coffins like full grown abortions we're all outta seratonin I got damaged endorphins Emotionless wreck recognize we the set, rapturous weapons on deck here to threaten what's left Anonymous stock steady rising the brokers know when to invest what the fuck u expect
9.
R.O.M.E. 03:44
Ride on my enemies And supply do or die for the family I could leave your name cursed like a Kennedy If my brothers get hurt leave u merked in the dirt like a memory (x2) Catch a case in case I never make it out --disassociate with my name-- Take my things and the money in my safe strike a match witta gallon of gas to my place Rearrange your disdain towards my --requests of burning the mess that I made Wait for death in these chains go insane put me in the chair burnin my brain till its stained No guests, no visitors ---Lemme do my time til my times up---- No stress, for a prisoner ---Living on death row for his conduct--- (x2) Ride on my enemies And supply do or die for the family I could leave your name cursed like a Kennedy If my brothers get hurt leave u merked in the dirt like a memory (x2) No need to investigate any further found em in the first 48 Murder in the first degree certainly ruling out all surgeries No mistake I chose to wait hoped and prayed u guys came all stoked to spray Felt the way that was best for me was if I was thrown away old n gray soul decay Put em in the seats and put me in my chair As they look frightened yet enlightened flip that switch n make a membrane glitch my soul is heightened Took this indictment calm and silent all my life an honest battle born to take a strike and favor sacrificing, hyphen I rolled the dice to no surprise I'm seeing snake eyes, type of shit to get u paranoid like u gon take mine I heard you whine a lot u pussy through the grapevine Thought it was best to get away from all the same signs Just let me do my time I'm done with all the fake love They treat me well in here don't mind if this'll take long No guests, no visitors Lemme do my time til my times up No stress, for a prisoner Living on death row for his conduct (x2)
10.
I woke up witta .45 beside my head heard u gon die I said whenever u ready to pull it go ahead till the room is red hope u like surprises Terrified when he seen my eyes get wide I'm lifeless but I'm still moving motherfuckers in a crisis now I could never die u could never strike me down Fight this how The gods in town witta mouthful of how u been living foul u ain't living right u could die tonight I'm the brightest light wit the darkest sound The truth come out when I'm in your town rock bottom gotta thing for the real shit Ain't nobody down to commit these acts I ain't gotta worry bout em tryna steal this I just hope they feel this, Like the crown of thorns on Jesus. Make words cut deep like razorblades in the neck of facetious leeches. Increasing diseases amongst the elitists involved with corrupting my regions. Unleashing a natural disaster enormous enough to delete the seasons. I made this motherfuckin ground beneath you It wasn't in my plans to have my ppl turn deceitful This place that I have given you is sacred ground for equals I thought that you'd be grateful Was certain I could lead you I'm the God that... FAILED I broke up the clouds with the strength of a thousand suns in the wake of an earthquake birthed a reverse hate curses emerge from the ones I shunned they return witta urge to burn my tongue MOTHERFUCKER Have you come to test my thunder When the lightning hits your heart from a vengeful God you'll know discomfort You'll fucking suffer!! I just hope they feel this, Like the crown of thorns on Jesus. Make words cut deep like razorblades in the neck of facetious leeches. Increasing diseases amongst the elitists involved with corrupting my regions. Unleashing a natural disaster enormous enough to delete the seasons. I made this motherfuckin ground beneath you It wasn't in my plans to have my ppl turn deceitful This place that I have given you is sacred ground for equals I thought that you'd be grateful Was certain I could lead you I'm the God that... FAILED The greatest that never made it the major never debated the savior that isn't praised the Satan that ain't hated the God in a lost prophecy proof on how we're created and followed by an apology finishing off the pages I'm sorry it came to this my children I'm sorry you are the reason I exist I tried to give u my best But how can I accept the requests for my blessings these whenq hands have pave the way to murder and incest
11.
I been hiding my crazy, fuckin me up Hard to keep a tight lip when you're stuck in a rut I was biting my tongue fuckin swallowing blood Had a little bit of pride but I bottled it up Self induced suffocation holding my breath Grinding my teeth, Down to my flesh Out of my skin drown in my stress terrified grin Bound to my bed out of my head Sound in my chest obsolete Slike I flew outta the car seat and lost my heart beat Apart of me is inching towards the route of recovery while the other side is saying there can never be another me Do I wanna change? Absolutely The thought of being locked inside your skull is truly Dismantling I'm handling it brutally, bruising up my psyche but I'm fighting cuz I'm tired of losing Sick of sittin across all of my flaws Staring at me digging my teeth into my jaws Burn another bridge then I put up a wall sick of it all flick the world off its axis let it fall who to call when your standing in awe looking at all you've ever lost tell me what is the cost to be exhausted Turnt inside out and crisscrossed feel the slightest force holding you back, you're pissed off bout to put a death trap together like jigsaw sit back and play games with your head and then cut it off Pref gone mad again Preaching his hallucinations while he's being crucified live at the Vatican Christ got love worldwide but the day that he died u would think it was in front a bunch of mannequins I been hiding my crazy, fuckin me up Hard to keep a tight lip when you're stuck in a rut I was biting my tongue fuckin swallowing blood Had a little bit of pride but I bottled it up

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Following PREFI's debut album "TRILLDEATH" comes "Adderall Diaries" exclusively produced by TonyVeeBeats

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released June 8, 2020

Rian Prefi, Tony Vienckowski, Anthony Caggiano

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